Saturday, September 18, 2010

‡ 2 Days Before New Term ‡


Hari ini hari Sabtu, 18 September 2010,

jam sudah menunjukkan jam 8 malam.

Yap, tanggal 20 September nanti kuliah sudah kembali dimulai.
Walaupun gw memang baru mulai masuk kelas hari Rabu,
tetap ajah hari Senin gw kudu ke kampus untuk melaksanakan sebuah misi. *devilish smile*


Waktu memang cepat berlalu.
Ga berasa gw sudah semester 5 dan bakalan minor.
Tahun 2010 sebentar lagi berakhir.
Mungkin tanpa gw sadari bentar lagi gw dah semester 6 lalu akhirnya skripsi dan lulus. *Amin*


Gw di rumah, sementara ini, leha-leha sambil baca buku atau dengerin lagu.
Menikmati detik-detik terakhir masa liburan panjang yang sudah hampir usai ini.
Semoga semester baru berjalan dengan sangat baik nanti. :D


Anyway, hari ini Plurk gw resmi sudah 1 tahun. Haha.
18 September 2009 lalu gw membuat account di Plurk yang sampai sekarang ternyata masih aktif.
Semoga gw bakalan tetap rajin *atau malahan kelewat exist*. haha.



Bersamaan dengan itu, tadi jam 12 malam gituh, gw nge-tweet di Twitter,
dan itu tweet ke-6000 gw.
Twitter gw juga adem ayem selalu dah bedanya cuman makin rame ajah dari hari ke hari. Haha.



Ah, persiapan ini itu dulu de,
ada yang harus diurus sebelum kembali leha2. Haha.


Have a good life, all. :)


+Lyrics of the day+
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
(Listen by Beyonce)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

‡ Go On and On ‡


4 hari menjelang mulainya semester baru di Binus,

gw masih tetap suka mengunjungi area Binus dengan baik.
Keq orang kurang kerjaan sih ya? Haha.


Hari ini Monica baru kembali dari Makassar ke kost nya di Palma.
Jadi sebagai seorang sahabat yang baik sih gw mengunjungi dia,
tapi tujuan gw ama dia sebenarnya sih cuman 1. *devilish smile*

Sempat ketemu Dewi juga, yang gw kira bakalan di Bogor sebenarnya,
jadi kita bertiga sempat menghabiskan waktu kita dengan hal yang paling kita suka.
Apakah itu? *devilish smile again*


Sore hari menjelang malam, ternyata seorang makhluk bernama Brenda juga nongol di area Binus untuk ngurusin jadwal dia yang super padat.
Alhasil jadinya malah ke kos si Wien, seperti biasa, dan ngumpul buat salah satu hobi gw yang sama keq di atas. *devilish smile once again*


Ah, kekhawatiran gw buat Minor Project sedikit bertambah.
Bingung harus sekelompok dengan siapa.
Semoga akan baik-baik saja,
walau kelas gw sebenarnya tergolong kelas yang akan baik-baik saja sih. Hiya~


Oh ya, kemarin gw baru pergi dengan Agatha, Hilda, dan Livia lagi ke Mall Puri Indah.
Makan di Ajisen Ramen, ke Gramedia, dan nostalgia di D'Crepes tentang waktu dulu SMP. Haha.
Benar-benar ngangenin dan ngebuat sadar kalau zaman berubah dengan cepat.


Kemarin juga gw beli sebuah buku berjudul "Good Omens" karya Terry Pratchett
& Neil Gaiman.


Sebenarnya sih kemarin gw sempat sangat bingung harus beli yang mana karena gw yakin waktu gw sedikit sempit untuk membaca novel.

Pilihan gw antara "Good Omens" atau satu lagi;
untuk sekarang gw beli "Good Omens" dan bakalan beli tuh satu buku lagi.

Judul buku satu lagi adalah "Here, There Be Dragons" karya James A. Owen yang merupakan buku pertama dari The Chronicles of the Imaginarium Geographica.




Gw sangat kangen baca buku-buku fantasi dengan harapan bisa ningkatin imajinasi gw yang lama ga dimanfaatkan dan dituangkan dalam bentuk cerita. Haha.
Saat ini menikmati "Good Omens" dulu de. Haha.


Oh ya, di kamar gw ada banyak boneka yang menemani gw,
tapi saat ini yang menemani gw di tempat tidur gw hanya 3 soalnya kamar gw memang agak sempit. *blush*

Ada boneka Yoyo & Cici yang gw beri nama "CiYo",
sebuah bantal berbentuk kepala Doraemon,
dan sebuah boneka lumba-lumba berwarna biru bernama "Kyu".

Aneh ya pakai nama?
Gpp de, mengenang jiwa muda. wkwk.

Nah hari ini kedatangan "teman" baru lagi,
sebuah boneka tupai yang kecil dan imut yang bernama "Amigo".
Kenapa sih mereka bisa bernama begitu?


CiYo diambil dari singkatan Yoyo & Cici, aneh ajah kalau YoCi. :P
Kyu artinya "sembilan" dalam bahasa Jepang dan itu adalah bilangan tunggal terbesar. Hoho.
Amigo diambil dari bahasa Spanyol/Portugis yang artinya "teman". :D


Ah hari ini sekian dulu laporannya~

See ya again! :)



+Lyrics of the day+
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
(Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

‡ Lessons from Friends ‡


I have a lot of friend since I was in kindergarten.
Oh yeah, as long as they know my name and I know theirs,
as long as they want to talk to me,
all of them are my friends.

I have some close friends,
who share same interests and laugh along with me.
It's always fun to share stories, jokes, and have fun with them.

I have no more than ten people that so-called "best friends" for me.
Everyone has the criteria of best friend and I have mine.
They taught me a lot of things through joy and sorrow.


One of them taught me that friendship is not how about how long you know your best friend.
It's not about how much you see each other,
but it's about how would you try to understand each other.


The others taught me that friendship can pass even the farthest distance.
You might not have a long chit-chat with them like what you do with your close friends,
but you'll never forget them and you'll always miss your moments with them.


The others taught me that life is about everything.
Love, work, friendship, fun, gossips, college.
It's about how you respect each other even though you are different from your friends.

There's someone who taught me that life sometimes will act out of my expectations,
but I can blame my life but I must try to do my best in every situation.
My best friend taught me to think as wise as possible.

Yet there's a friend, I don't know if this friend thinks that I'm a friend too,
who taught me that life is so unfair.
I got it, life is always unfair,
but that's not the problem.
The problem is how can I survive in this so unfair world and understand that life sometimes can be cruel.


The last, with this friend,
I learned to be very patient because I could be emotionally impatient back then.
I tried to act more mature as time goes by.

But I felt so hurt when I learned about the truth of this friend.
For so long I thought I know my friend,
but the truth is I don't even know my friend's thought.


A friend is not someone who must fulfill your wishes.
The most important thing is how much you want and you try to fulfill your friends' wishes.


I never complained if my friends couldn't be there for me.
Yeah, disappointed maybe, but they have a life as well.
It's not like I always can be there for them all the time.

I couldn't even angry if they failed my hopes.
I did feel sad but how could I mad at them for they're living their lives the fullest.

I could cry if they said harsh words for me when I was in problems,
but I got it because they tried to teach me that life is not all about good stuff.

I know we're different.
I know we're living in two different paths of life.
I know there are times we will fight.


But a friend is not something who will come and go when you ask.
A true friend will understand you but not tolerate you every time.

A true friend will do the best for you,
so you can be better to be yourself,
so you will know that life can't be perfectly like what you want,
so you will learn to be wise.


Some said that it's hurt so much when your lover says something harsh towards you,
but I feel that when your friend said harsh words, it's more painful.


In time, be wise,
as I am going to reflect to myself because I know I'm not perfect as well.
It's not for myself,
but it's for your good.

Maybe I'm not your best friend.
I'm not the friend you've always expected...

but, trust me, you'll never know how much tears that filled my days.

It's alright.

You are you, after all.

:)


A friend is a present for your life.
A close friend is a joy in your life.
A best friend is a miracle.



+Lyrics of the day+
Sometimes you think you’ll be fine by yourself
‘Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It’s easy to feel like you don’t need help
But it’s harder to walk on your own

You’ll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything’s bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you’re lost and you’re scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you’ll go

You’ll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything’s bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone
When you don’t know which way to go
And there’s no signs leading you home, you’re not alone

The world comes to life and everything’s bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in, when believe in the gift of a friend
(Gift of A Friend by Demi Lovato)

Monday, September 13, 2010

‡ I'll Be Fine ‡


I'll be fine.

I know I'll be fine.

When I read my older posts in this blog,
they made me remember that a lot of things happened back then.
They made me who I am today.

When I exchanged stories with my friends,
I realized that I've changed a lot as the time goes by.
I learned a lot from my experiences.

When I discussed with HIMSISFO-ers,
the truth that I've stayed for two years came across my mind.
HIMSISFO is a part of me now.

When I sat next to my family,
my little brother is twelve years old now but I still remember when he was five years old, playing with his toys.
I know that I'm going to graduate from university in two years.

When I looked inside my book shelf,
there's more than a hundred books that have accompanied me since I was little.
Some of them made me had new friends who shared same interests and some of them taught me lessons of life.

When I came across my photos,
I've met more and more people since I was born till now.
I'm grateful that I met them.

For so much things happened,
for so much joy filled my days,
for so much sadness in life,
I'm doing the best for being a better me.


After all, I'm still fine after so much things happened, right?

I know.
I'll be fine.

:)



+Lyrics of the day+
So I'll take a stand
Even though it's complicated
If I can I wanna change the way I've made it
I gotta do the right thing now
I know it's up to me some how
I'll find my way
(It's Not Too Late by Demi Lovato)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

‡ Beginning Today ‡


Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday.
It is in the past and the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so.

Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow.
Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.

Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration.
This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with
and someone I would like to get to know better.

Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life.
I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others.
I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.

Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter.
I will face challenges with courage and determination.
I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.

Beginning today I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time.
Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image,
my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.

Beginning today I walk with renewed faith in human kindness.
Regardless of what has gone before,
I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.

Beginning today I will open my mind and my heart.
I will welcome new experiences.
I will meet new people.
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else:
perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.

Beginning today I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy.
Admire the beautiful wonders of nature, listen to my favorite music,
pet a kitten or a puppy, soak in a bubble bath.
Pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.

Beginning today I will learn something new.
I will try something different.
I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer.
I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.
I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be.

Beginning today...
and every day.
__________

Dikutip dari Inspirational Stories Jokes N Jokes,
hari ini hanya ingin share beberapa pikiran menjelang masa-masa liburan yang akan segera berakhir dan memulai semester baru.

Dari bacaan di atas, hal yang ingin gw sampaikan adalah bahwa selalu ada awal yang baru untuk akhir yang telah tiba.
Kadang kita hanya bisa meratapi akhir yang telah terjadi,
hingga kita terkadang melupakan kenyataan bahwa kita bisa memulai awal yang baru.


Cobalah melupakan masalah yang telah terjadi di masa lalu,
hiduplah di masa kini dari pelajaran yang kita alami sebelumnya.
Kita bisa memulai kembali.

Maafkanlah mereka yang melakukan kesalahan padamu,
berhentilah membawa dendam dan kebencian dalam kehidupanmu.
Kita bisa memulai untuk memaafkan dan kembali mencintai.

Berhentilah menyesali kesalahan yang telah kamu lakukan dulu,
buatlah kesuksesan sekarang untuk masa yang akan datang.
Kita bisa memulai langkah kita untuk masa depan yang lebih baik.


Saat kita berpikir saat ini adalah akhir dari segalanya namun sesaat setelahnya kita masih bergelut dengan masalah yang sama,
ingatlah berarti Tuhan yakin kita bisa menyelesaikan masalah tersebut.
Tuhan yakin kita cukup kuat dan kita bisa melaluinya.


Saat mengakhiri sesuatu, itu berarti kita bisa memulai awal yang baru. :)

Mulailah sesuatu yang baru,
mulai dari sekarang.

Ini adalah kehidupanmu.
Hiduplah dengan kebahagiaan.
Jangan sampai ada penyesalan di suatu hari nanti karena kamu tidak memulai apa yang bisa kamu lakukan sekarang.

Hiduplah dengan tidak perlu menyesali masa lalu.
Hiduplah dengan tidak mengkhawatirkan masa depan.
Hiduplah dengan menghargai dirimu sendiri.
Hiduplah dengan membahagiakan orang lain.
Hiduplah dengan keberanian dalam diri.
Hiduplah dengan keyakinan dan berkembanglah lebih baik lagi.
Hiduplah dengan kepercayaan.
Hiduplah dengan mencoba hal-hal yang baru.
Hiduplah dengan bahagia.

Hiduplah dengan menjadi dirimu sendiri sebaik mungkin.



+Lyrics of the day+
It's a brand new day
Don't you see me
Changing up my way
So completely
This time I'm gonna sing and you gonna hear it
This time I'm gonna show you that I got the spirit
It's a brand new day
And I'm feelin' good
And I'm feelin' good
(Brand New Day, Camp Rock 2 OST)

Friday, September 10, 2010

‡ Hello 05PLM ‡


Mohon maaf lama tidak meng-update blog ini.

Hari ini mungkin gw akan menulis agak sedikit panjang, gpp lah ya. Haha.


First of all,
seperti judul postingan gw,
jadwal kuliah gw untuk Semester 5 telah keluar.

Berikut adalah jadwalnya:

Web-Based Programming Rabu 15.20 - 19.00
Applied ERP I Kamis 11.20 - 15.00
Perencanaan Strategi Sistem Informasi Jumat 07.20 - 11.00
Character Building III Sabtu 13.20 - 15.00


Itu saat gw berada di kelas 05PLM,
dan untuk pertama kalinya bwt gw *walau gw dah sering denger*,
gw ada di 2 kelas yang berbeda di semester ini.

Information System Minor Project 05PXM Sabtu 09.20 - 11.00


Minor Project akan segera dimulai,
entah kenapa gw agak sedikit khawatir.
Tapi gw harus meningkatkan nilai gw JAUH dari semester 4 karena udah drop down di semester 4 kemarin!!
Pasti bisaaa! :D

"Thousand problems won’t kill you if you deal with them in the first hand before they try to attack you."

Second thing,
gw sudah mulai memasuki era liburan gw yang sesungguhnya.
Setelah rangkaian Bunga Rampai & EXPO serta AKSI yang sudah selesai,
memang masih banyak persiapan event yang harus dilaksanakan.
Perbedaannya adalah untuk saat ini gw bisa stay at home untuk persiapan pelaksanannya.

Hari ini teman-teman gw pada ke Bandung,
ada yang ke Puncak,
dan berbagai tempat lainnya.

Gw?
Tentu saja tetap di rumah.
Liburan terbaik menurut gw adalah di kamar sendiri,
menikmati apa saja yang ada di rumah gw ini karena saat di luar liburan gw jarang menikmati isi rumah gw. Haha.


Third of all,
gw mau minta maaf atas jarangnya update blog dan makin randomnya isi blog gw ini.
Playlist gw juga masih tetap sama dengan 2 bulan lalu,
tapi sampai sekarang gw memang masih suka sangat dengan lagu-lagu ini. Ihiy~ haha.

Mohon dimaklumi apabila setelah kuliah pun update nya agak sedikit.
Tapi gw akan mencoba menyesuaikan selama liburan hingga tanggal 19 September nanti. :)


The fourth thing,
mungkin karena faktor kesibukan gw *atau gw yang sok sibuk*,
belum lama ini gw membaca beberapa karya tulis gw dulu,
dan gw mulai kangen menulis cerita fantasy yang banyak banget di benak gw.

Berharap liburan ini gw bisa kembali ke hobi lama gw walaupun hanya untuk sementara.
Paling tidak dalam menulis cerita, gw bisa menulis banyak hal yang gw inginkan. Haha.

"I love to write fantasy story because I can create whatever I want in the story.

It’s my Utopia."

The fifth thing,
hanya ingin mengucapkan:

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1431 H bagi yang merayakan.

Mohon maaf lahir dan batin.

:)



Happy holiday, people. :D



+Lyrics of the day+
We're like a melody with no words
Until we figure it out
We sing La, la, la, la, la, la
I know it's simple, yeah, but it's worked right up till now, it's up to now
Yeah, every day has been like a dream world
Oh but now you're not just in my head, oh no
Will we remember different summers?
(Different Summers, Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam OST)


2 tahun lalu,
4 September 2008,
gw mengikuti AKSI 2008 dengan tema HARVEST.

1 tahun lalu, 3 September 2009,
gw menjadi panitia AKSI 2009 dengan tema MIRACLE.

Kemarin, 2 September 2010,
gw kembali menjadi panitia AKSI 2010 dengan tema THE ANCIENT.


Acara kemarin berlangsung di Prisma Sports Club, Kedoya,
dari jam 12 siang hingga sekitar jam 5 sore.

Dilengkapi dengan band, akrobat, dancer, motivator, dan segala sesi lainnya,
AKSI kemarin berjalan cukup lancar walaupun tidak mulus. Haha.
Tentu saja setiap acara selalu ada masalahnya,
yang penting adalah bagaimana kita meminimalisir dampak dari masalah tersebut dan mencegahnya untuk ke depannya.


Bagi gw sendiri, gw berkesempatan mengisi pembukaan dengan menampilkan Neuragi (It's You) by Super Junior dengan tim yang baru berlatih seminggu,

ONE WEEK CREW
Aprillia - Brenda - Erlia - Fanny - Febby - Fendi - Fiona
Jeanette - Juliyanto - Mery - Michael - Rufina - Wien

Thanks bwt kerja samanya.
Semoga kita bisa kembali bekerja sama di lain kesempatan. :)


Kepada seluruh peserta AKSI 2010,
terima kasih atas kehadirannya dan partisipasinya.
Kami tunggu kalian di Seleksi Aktivis HIMSISFO untuk menjadi salah satu anggota keluarga besar HIMSISFO. :)


Kepada seluruh Alumni HIMSISFO,
yang telah bersedia menjadi PK alias Penjaga Kelompok,
yang telah menyempatkan diri hadir walaupun hari kerja,
terima kasih atas kehadirannya.
Selalu senang bisa bertemu dengan para alumni sekalian dalam segala kesempatan. :)


Kepada seluruh pihak yang telah mendukung berlangsungnya AKSI 2010,
baik pihak sponsor,
pihak pengisi acara,
dan semua pihak yang telah membuat AKSI 2010 ini sukses,
terima kasih banyak atas segala dukungan dan kerja samanya. :)

Dan pastinya:
Kepada seluruh HIMSISFO-ers yang sudah meluangkan waktunya mulai dari persiapan hingga hari H,
yang sudah rela bercapek ria ke mana-mana demi AKSI 2010,
terima kasih banyak telah menyukseskan AKSI 2010.


Kepada segenap tim DPI/Koord AKSI 2010,
congratulations for all your hard work. :)

Patricia Karina - Ketua AKSI 2010
Freddy Januardo - Wakil Ketua AKSI 2010
Melissa - Sekretaris AKSI 2010
Ria Christinadia - Bendahara AKSI 2010

Kartika Indah - Koordinator Acara AKSI 2010
Joshua Kevin - Koordinator Humas AKSI 2010
Astrid FH - Koordinator Dekorasi dan Dokumentasi AKSI 2010
Caroline - Koordinator Publikasi dan Transportasi AKSI 2010
Hendro Buntoro - Koordinator Perlengkapan AKSI 2010
Meifi - Koordinator P3KK AKSI 2010


Kemarin hari yang melelahkan tetapi ada sesuatu yang dipelajari oleh kita semua.
Lewat proses, kita dapatkan hasil yang baik.


Mungkin kemarin AKSI 2010 adalah terakhir kalinya gw bergabung dalam kepanitiaan;
ikut persiapan yang jauh-jauh hari dengan rapat mendiskusikan ini itu demi AKSI,
dekorasi gedung dan persiapan acara,
cek sana-sini pas hari H.


For all HIMSISFO-ers '08, this is the last but we're still one.
No regrets, eh? :)

For all HIMSISFO-ers '09, show us you can be better next year.
Give the best. :)


Masih banyak acara lain menanti,
ini baru awal dari segalanya.
Sebentar lagi kita akan menerima anggota keluarga baru. :D


Dan terakhir, sama halnya seperti tahun lalu,
lagi-lagi gw ucapkan di blog gw sehari setelahnya.

Happy 20th Birthday, Shandy.
Wish you all the best.

GBU always.


Walau sedikit surprise dari kami di tengah-tengah acara AKSI mungkin ga meninggalkan kesan mendalam,
itulah persembahan dari segenap keluarga besar HIMSISFO yang telah disiapkan. :)

Semoga HIMSISFO terus berkembang menjadi jauh lebih baik di bawah kepemimpinanmu. :)


Of course the last...

GIVE THE BEST FOR HIMSISFO!


+Lyrics of the day+
God has not promised me sunshine
That's not the way it's going to be
But a little rain
Mixed with God's sunshine
A little pain
Makes me appreciate the good times
(Be Grateful by Kurt Carr)