We went for our first work meeting a.k.a Rapat Kerja to Bandung for 3D2N on June 2012. I was (coincidentally) picked as the event team, my most favorite division among others in event preparation. Ah, I missed preparing rundown and so on actually.
Then I finally made a big decision during the early month this year. It's February when I had prepared a brown envelope to be submitted. I still remember exactly how I felt nervous, how I felt unsure, and how the doubt engulfed me at the moment. It happened exactly on the day of BUMA birthday celebration.
I started to countdown each day, knowing that a month was not a long time. The feeling of excitement came but, at the very same time, I felt unsure. I was going to leave my comfort zone, everyone said. Should I really throw everything when I had the good things already?
Managed to celebrate my second work anniversary with Stella and Liani on 26 March 2014, I actually promised myself that I would not be the melancholic one on my last day -- or so I thought.
I failed successfully.
Before I went home, I was dragged to the meeting room to share one or two words with others. I was planning to thank them, to apologize if I had done any mistakes, yet I ended up with tears while saying the words. They gave me a farewell gift (and I love it so much!) before taking picture(s) together as a team.