Saturday, January 29, 2011

‡ Enough is Enough ‡


For the start, it happened for a while,
more than five months.

Learned from what happened,
it took shorter for the second time;
around 2 months.

But I learned a lot from my first and second experience,
to not fall deeper than it should be,
to see what I need to see,
to learn that sometimes life is not always perfect;
it only took 2 weeks to go.


I guess enough is enough.
It's more than anything I could wish.

Nothing better,
I must think like that right now,
otherwise I will never ever be satisfied.


Well,
enough is enough.

Thanks for the moments I though were enough.
They were enough.
:)



+Lyrics of the day+
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
(Back to December by Taylor Swift)

Friday, January 28, 2011

‡ I ... You ‡


I have nothing to regret of,
since I was the one who chose to walk this path.

I have nothing to blame of,
since I was the one who wanted to turn this way.

I have nothing to cry of,
since I was the one who left to go the other way.


Take a deep breath and be grateful.

Close my eyes and be happy.


I'm trying to deny the fact that I need you.
I'm trying to deny the truth that I like you.
I'm trying to deny the way that I want you.


Maybe it is true that I didn't realize how special you were to me back then.

Or maybe it is true that I fall in love with you now.

Any other way, I miss you.



+Lyrics of the day+
Amu geotdo anil geoya, shigani jina gamyeon
Neo eobtdeon yeojeon cheoreom, jal halsu isseul geoya
Geureonde naega isanghae, gyesok neol chatgo isseo
Neol jiwo bwado neoman boyeo

Taeyeon hage, ijeo boryeo haesseo geojit malcheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuri wo jyeo

I’ll be missing you every time, and I will pray for you every night
Amu il eobseotdeon geotcheoreom, nal sogyeodo
Nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo, nothing is everything

It was nothing
Amu geotdo aninde, ijeul suga eobtneun ge, naega neomu isanghae
Aju jamkkan irado, neol maju chigil gidohae
I wanna see you
I’m gonna miss you

Neol manhi joha haetnabwa, jakku ni saenggaki na
Haru wedo myeo beonsshik, nunmuri naryeo gohae
Niga isseul ttaen mollasseo, eolmana sojung hanji
Apeuge haeseo cham mian hae

Dangyeon hage, ijeo boryeo haesseo heunhan il cheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuri wo jyeo

I’ll be missing you every time, and I will pray for you every night
Amu il eobseotdeon geotcheoreom, nal sogyeodo
Nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo
Nothing is everything

Naye jageun mame neomuna keobeorin
Naye sarangi baro neoya

I’ll be missing you every time, and I will pray for you every night
Amu il eobseotdeon geotcheoreom, nal sogyeodo
Nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo
Nothing is everything
(Cool and Natural by 4minute)


It’s going to be like nothing when time passes by
I will do fine like the time when you weren’t there
But something strange happens, I keep looking for you
Even after erasing you I see you

Calmly I tried to forget about it like it was a lie
But I end up missing you more

I’ll be missing you every time and I will pray for you every night
Even though I try to fool myself like it was nothing
My painful heart shakes without me knowing
Nothing is everything

It was nothing
It was nothing, but the fact that I can’t forget it is weird
I pray to meet you even for a little while
I wanna see you
I’m gonna miss you

I must have liked you a lot, I keep thinking about you
Many times in a day, I feel like I can cry
When you were here with me I didn’t know how special you were
I’m sorry for making you hurt so much

Confidently I tried to erase you like it was an usual thing
More I do that I miss you more

I’ll be missing you every time and I will pray for you every night
Even though I try to fool myself like it was nothing
My painful heart shakes without me knowing,
Nothing is everything

My love that grew to big for my small heart is you

I’ll be missing you every time and I will pray for you every night
Even though I try to fool myself like it was nothing
My painful heart shakes without me knowing
Nothing is everything

Thursday, January 27, 2011

‡ 600th Post: IS Minor Project Result ‡


Inilah postingan ke-600 gw;

setelah genap seminggu gw ga posting apa2,
akhirnya gw posting juga.


Bersamaan dengan pemberitahuan posting ke-600,
kabar baik gw adalah IS Minor Project gw sudah melalui tahap sidang kemarin,
tepatnya Rabu, 26 Januari 2011, di ruang 304.

Disidang oleh Pak Arta, kelompok gw dapat giliran pertama,
dengan situasi di luar dugaan gw yang gw sebut sebagai worst scenario,
akhirnya kita melalui giliran kita dan menunggu jam 1 tiba.


Begitu jam 1 teng *lewat2 dikit lah*,
akhirnya kedua kelompok yang sidang hari itu dipanggil dan dibacakan nilainya.
Kami semua sukses membawa pulang nilai A sebagai nilai akhir!!!

*celebration*


Alhasil dengan revisi super banyak,
notulen baru bakal gw ambil hari Sabtu karena besok gw ga bisa,
mengenakan kemeja putih lengan panjang dan rok hitam sebagai seragam kami,
plus kerja keras selama satu semester terpenuhi sudah. :D


Thanks for my team,
Brenda Budiono, Shandy, Alvin Rusli, Michael Andrean.

Buat dosen pembimbing 05PXM, Pak Teddy Siswanto,
Buat dosen penguji kami di hari H, Pak Arta,
beserta kawannya, (Pak) Andi Effendy dan (Pak) Fredy Jingga.


Foto bakalan gw upload besok ya;
kondisi lagi ga pas bwt upload2 foto. Haha.


Top of all, thanks God. :)


"The best way to say anything is just to say it."
(Johnny Cash)




+Lyrics of the day+
Teamwork, can make a dream work, if we all pitch in and try.
Teamwork can make a dream work, and no mountain is to high!
If the same great dream, is beating in each heart,
there's no stopping what a fighting team can start.
(Teamwork by Chitty Chitty Bang Bang)