Thursday, June 16, 2011

‡ No One ‡


I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes.

Do they think I have it easy?
Do they think I have nothing going on for myself?
Or are they fascinated with who I am?

The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story.
No one will ever know the things I've had to overcome
- Not even my closest friend, not even my own family.

The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days.
You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see.

I always try to look as put together as I can,
and I guess that's my way of hiding from the truth.

It's just that that way everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay.
That I never go through anything.

If only everyone knew how broken I am,
and how I'm holding on for dear life on this one last strand that's recently become very delicate.

The truth is that no one really knows me.

No one will ever know me,
and sometimes that scares me,
because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

(reblogged from nirvanalove)



--- except God, who really knows me. :)


+Lyrics of the day+
Gonna stop when the last drop of gas turns to vapor
Gonna ride til I can't even seem to remember
Who I was when I left and it don't even matter
Gonna find some place where no one knows me
(Where No One Knows Me by Jann Arden)


Kalender menunjukkan tanggal 16 Juni 2011.

Yap, setengah dari bulan Juni sudah berlalu.

Ketika gw menulis postingan ‡ New Generation: 2010/2011 ‡,
satu tahun pun telah berlalu sejak regenerasi HIMSISFO yang diselenggarakan 15 Juni 2010 lalu.

Karena berbagai pertimbangan dan kebijakan yang ada,
alhasil waktu regenerasi diundur sebagai penyesuaian.


Sudah setahun berlalu sejak regenerasi HIMSISFO.
Sudah setahun berlalu sejak kami, 8 orang, resmi menjadi DPI dan Koordinator HIMSISFO periode 2010/2011.
Sudah setahun berlalu sejak angkatan 2009 resmi menjadi pengurus.
Sudah dua tahun berlalu sejak angkatan 2008 resmi menjadi pengurus.


Time flies, eh? :)

Hope the rest of our times will be so much better than our times in the past.
I Love HIMSISFO.
:)


Anyhow, jadwal ujian akhir semester 6 gw udah keluar;
dibuka dengan combo 5 dari tanggal 20 Juni hingga 25 Juni sebelum dilanjutkan ke tanggal 22 dan 24 Juni.

Setelah tanggal di atas, persiapan Bunga Rampai dan EXPO serta AKSI sudah siap menanti.
Binusian 2015 akan memulai gelombang FEP pertama mereka tanggal 11 Juli 2011.
Cepat bukan? Haha.


Another breaking news;
masih banyak yang harus gw urus di mana-mana walaupun sudah mulai berkurang,
semoga bisa segera gw selesaikan seoptimal mungkin.
Oh my~ Haha.


Have a wonderful half of June left~ :D


Tuesday, June 07, 2011

‡ Someone ... ‡


Right now at this very minute,
someone is very proud of you.

Someone is thinking of you.
Someone cares about you.
Someone misses you.

Someone wants to talk to you.
Someone wants to be with you.
Someone hopes you aren't in trouble.

Someone wants to hold your hand.
Someone wants you to be happy just for you.

Someone thinks you ARE a gift.

Someone wants to hug you.
Someone loves you.

Someone admires your strength.
Someone is thinking of you and smiling.
Someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on.

Someone thinks the world of you.
Someone wants to protect you.
Someone would do anything for you.

Someone wants to be forgiven.
Someone is grateful for your forgiveness.

Someone wants to laugh with you about old times.
Someone remembers you and wishes you were there.

Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional.
Someone wants to tell you how much they care.

Someone wants to share their dreams with you.

Someone wants to hold you in their arms.
Someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms.

Someone treasures your spirit.

Someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you.
Someone hears a song that reminds her/him of you.
Someone is glad that you're her/his only true love.

Someone wants to be your friend.

Someone stayed up all night thinking about you.
Someone is alive because of you.
Someone believes that you are their soul mate.

Someone wants to be near you.

Someone misses your guidance and advice.
Someone values your guidance and advice.

Someone has faith in you.
Someone trusts you.
Someone needs you to have faith in them.

Someone needs you to let them be your friend.

Someone will cry when they read this.

(reblogged from nosuchthingasforever)



+Lyrics of the day+
Someone to hold me, the way that you do
Someone who needs me, the way I need you
Someone to show me, a way that is true
Someone to love me, the way that I love you
(Someone by The Rembrandts)