Ministry of Zero

I could have you back then,
but I chose not to.

Ironically, I feel like I really want you right now,
but I can't have you.


I was the luckiest person ever because of your care,
but I turned suddenly.

Ironically, I miss your care right now,
but I'm not the one anymore.


I thought that you were not the best one for me,
and I kept looking for another.

Ironically, I haven't find one till this moment,
and I keep thinking of you right now.


I liked your smile and laughs,
and I thought they would be mine forever.

Ironically, I am the one who threw it away,
and I want them to come back again.


I loved moments with you,
and I still treasure it till now.

Ironically, those moments will never happen again,
and I regret it so much.


My mind is so corrupted by you.

Is it anything the same with the past?

Is there any chance to become the same again?

Am I a fool?

Is this real?

Feels so sorry...