Ministry of Zero

The more I try to deny the truth,
the more I realize that it's going to crash me.

The less I try to convince myself with the lie,
the less I can be happier with the fact.


I realize that my heart is going to break when you're talking about her,
but I keep listening to you.

I know that I'm going to cry whenever I see you sit next to her,
but I keep looking at you.

I know that it really hurts if I hold this feeling any longer,
but I keep loving you.


Because I love to see your smile... even though you smile because of her.
Because I want to see you happy... even though the reason is her presence.
Because I try to be the best for you... even though she is the only person in your mind.


I don't think you know about what I feel,
and I won't let you know about this feeling.


Stupid, I know.
Foolish, I know.
But am I wrong if I pray for your happiness with the one you love?


I pray to God for your happiness.
I will bear this pain for a while until I'm sure that you'll be happy with her.


Till that time comes,
I will hide my tears and fake a smile.

:)