Ministry of Zero

There are things happen around in life lately.

Love . Friendship . Organization . Campus . Family

All things in life are like coming around without time for me to think.
Emotionally getting mad, sad, and frustrated.
I guess this is one of the exams for the year of 2010.


Today I just want to share pieces of my thought, my feeling, my mind.
About a little bit of my life nowadays. :)


It's hurt when you love someone that doesn't love you back.
You want that person to love you too, don't you?

Surely love doesn't mean to have that person all by your own,
it's about how we make the person we loved always be happy.

I don't know if it's naive or not:
no matter how much I've hurt because of someone I love,
the only thing that matters is the smile of the person I love.

Stupid . Pathetic . Ironic.
I don't know.


It hurts enough when someone you love doesn't love you back,
but is it more painful when you know that someone you love is fall in love with somebody else?


It's painful when someone you love is fall in love with somebody else,
but is it tear your heart apart when someone you love ignore you... as if he/she doesn't know you at all?


Broken-hearted. Tears. Lies.


I try to smile.
Time will erase this feeling.
But... you can't erase this feeling without single thing remains.


Which one you choose?

Loving someone that doesn't love you back...
or trying to love somebody else?