Ministry of Zero

Hari ini ngelewatin tahap pertama dari combo 5 UTS kali ini.
Dibuka dengan Programming I yang gw gk mengerti,
besok bakal berlanjut ke Character Building II.

Hari ini mengambil kesimpulan bahwa walaupun orang lain membuat tembok di antara kita dan dia,
kalau memang kita ingin keadaan lebih baik,
kenapa tidak mencoba meruntuhkan tembok itu?

Perlahan tapi pasti. :)

Satu lagi,
gk tau apakah ini perubahan yang baik atau buruk.
Akhir-akhir ini gw gk mau memendam pertanyaan yang ada di benak gw.

Istilah halusnya, gw mencoba jujur dengan diri gw sendiri.
Istilah jeleknya, gw makin tidak sabaran.


Padahal quote favorit gw sendiri,

"Sometimes things are better left unsaid."

Perasaan campur aduk yang gw gk mengerti ini entah apa namanya.
Entah apa artinya.
Gk ada penjelasan yang bisa ngebantu gw lebih jauh.

Apa yang gw bisa lakukan dah gw lakukan.
Let it be. :)


Ini lagu yang bisa menggambarkan perasaan gw dan cocok ama gw sekarang,
walaupun mungkin gk pas banget. :D


+Lyrics of the day+
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall
No matter what you say I still can't believe
That you would walk away
It don't make sense to me but

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

It's not unbroken anymore
How do I get it back the way it was before?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break, why would you wanna break it?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
(A Perfectly Good Heart by Taylor Swift)