Thursday, June 16, 2011

‡ No One ‡


I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes.

Do they think I have it easy?
Do they think I have nothing going on for myself?
Or are they fascinated with who I am?

The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story.
No one will ever know the things I've had to overcome
- Not even my closest friend, not even my own family.

The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days.
You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see.

I always try to look as put together as I can,
and I guess that's my way of hiding from the truth.

It's just that that way everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay.
That I never go through anything.

If only everyone knew how broken I am,
and how I'm holding on for dear life on this one last strand that's recently become very delicate.

The truth is that no one really knows me.

No one will ever know me,
and sometimes that scares me,
because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

(reblogged from nirvanalove)



--- except God, who really knows me. :)


+Lyrics of the day+
Gonna stop when the last drop of gas turns to vapor
Gonna ride til I can't even seem to remember
Who I was when I left and it don't even matter
Gonna find some place where no one knows me
(Where No One Knows Me by Jann Arden)


Kalender menunjukkan tanggal 16 Juni 2011.

Yap, setengah dari bulan Juni sudah berlalu.

Ketika gw menulis postingan ‡ New Generation: 2010/2011 ‡,
satu tahun pun telah berlalu sejak regenerasi HIMSISFO yang diselenggarakan 15 Juni 2010 lalu.

Karena berbagai pertimbangan dan kebijakan yang ada,
alhasil waktu regenerasi diundur sebagai penyesuaian.


Sudah setahun berlalu sejak regenerasi HIMSISFO.
Sudah setahun berlalu sejak kami, 8 orang, resmi menjadi DPI dan Koordinator HIMSISFO periode 2010/2011.
Sudah setahun berlalu sejak angkatan 2009 resmi menjadi pengurus.
Sudah dua tahun berlalu sejak angkatan 2008 resmi menjadi pengurus.


Time flies, eh? :)

Hope the rest of our times will be so much better than our times in the past.
I Love HIMSISFO.
:)


Anyhow, jadwal ujian akhir semester 6 gw udah keluar;
dibuka dengan combo 5 dari tanggal 20 Juni hingga 25 Juni sebelum dilanjutkan ke tanggal 22 dan 24 Juni.

Setelah tanggal di atas, persiapan Bunga Rampai dan EXPO serta AKSI sudah siap menanti.
Binusian 2015 akan memulai gelombang FEP pertama mereka tanggal 11 Juli 2011.
Cepat bukan? Haha.


Another breaking news;
masih banyak yang harus gw urus di mana-mana walaupun sudah mulai berkurang,
semoga bisa segera gw selesaikan seoptimal mungkin.
Oh my~ Haha.


Have a wonderful half of June left~ :D


Tuesday, June 07, 2011

‡ Someone ... ‡


Right now at this very minute,
someone is very proud of you.

Someone is thinking of you.
Someone cares about you.
Someone misses you.

Someone wants to talk to you.
Someone wants to be with you.
Someone hopes you aren't in trouble.

Someone wants to hold your hand.
Someone wants you to be happy just for you.

Someone thinks you ARE a gift.

Someone wants to hug you.
Someone loves you.

Someone admires your strength.
Someone is thinking of you and smiling.
Someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on.

Someone thinks the world of you.
Someone wants to protect you.
Someone would do anything for you.

Someone wants to be forgiven.
Someone is grateful for your forgiveness.

Someone wants to laugh with you about old times.
Someone remembers you and wishes you were there.

Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional.
Someone wants to tell you how much they care.

Someone wants to share their dreams with you.

Someone wants to hold you in their arms.
Someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms.

Someone treasures your spirit.

Someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you.
Someone hears a song that reminds her/him of you.
Someone is glad that you're her/his only true love.

Someone wants to be your friend.

Someone stayed up all night thinking about you.
Someone is alive because of you.
Someone believes that you are their soul mate.

Someone wants to be near you.

Someone misses your guidance and advice.
Someone values your guidance and advice.

Someone has faith in you.
Someone trusts you.
Someone needs you to have faith in them.

Someone needs you to let them be your friend.

Someone will cry when they read this.

(reblogged from nosuchthingasforever)



+Lyrics of the day+
Someone to hold me, the way that you do
Someone who needs me, the way I need you
Someone to show me, a way that is true
Someone to love me, the way that I love you
(Someone by The Rembrandts)

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

‡ My ♥ Types ‡


This is another post about me.
Close this window if you don't have any interests on it.
I won't mind. ;)


All of us have our own types.
Each girl has one... or more.
And, of course, I have too.

Say the truth, I write this post based on nothing;
nothing special is happening in my love life but I just want to write it down,
as a remembrance.
Nothing more, nothing less.


I'll be working on my assignments after this post.
Let's say that I write this post as enjoyment before works.
Well, well, scroll down if you want to know about my 'types',
or close this window if you think that it's ridiculous. ;)

♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥

❧ Arrogance
Some of my friends, even my best friends, have a same conclusion:
arrogance is a trait that a man need to have to make me fall into him.

Arrogance in my dictionary means smart plus smile, jokes plus wise, and cool plus a little bit mysterious.
I can't describe specifically, but once I meet someone, I can judge them as arrogance or not.

I do have interests in arrogance people though. ;)


❧ One similarity
People said that lovers complete each other.
For me, at least you need to have a similarity to be lovers.
When you don't have any similarity, it's totally difficult to relate.

It's alright to be different,
that's the way we know the world better.
But you need to share something similar with someone you love, right?

For my example, I love to talk about music, books, movies, or my hobbies.
Most of it, I love to discuss about thought about life. :D


❧ Comfortable
I can fall into someone when he can make me feel comfortable around him.
When I like, or love, someone, I will love to accept him as my 'best friend',
the one to share things, to exchange thoughts, and to enjoy life together.

As long as he can make me feel comfortable,
with me as myself and he as himself,
it's totally one of my favorite traits from a man. :)

❧ Non-smoker
It's a MUST in my type.
I don't hate smokers but I don't like smoke. :(

Even though some girls think that smokers look cool,
I don't like it... AT ALL.

❧ Miscellaneous Plus
Smart:
not as in academic stuff but smart-in-life. ;)

Music:
I love to see boys who can play music instrument (guitars, piano, etc)

Shirt:
a man can look gorgeous when he's wearing a shirt after he wears T-shirt as his daily uniform

Patience:
with me, you need a lot of patience since I'm a really stubborn girl. ;)

Open-minded:
being open-minded person around me is important because I'm a Gemini and I like new changes... I love open-minded man. :D

♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥♥ ❤ ❥

I guess it's more than enough, eh?
I do have a lot of criteria, pardon me.

That's mine.
What's yours?



+Lyrics of the day+
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
Whatever makes me happy sets you free
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
Whatever keeps me in your arms
And I'm thanking you for being there for me
(What A Girl Wants by Christina Aguilera)


Today I'll write 2 posts;

both of them are about me,
so if you don't have any interests, just close this window and wait for next posts. ;)


Remember ‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. V) ‡ ?
Postingan itu gw tulis 8 Oktober 2010 lalu.
Yap sudah lebih dari setengah tahun dan kali ini mau gw tambahkan kembali lagi.

Tentunya gw dengan baik hati mereview ulang Trivia tentang diri gw sendiri. :D

‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. I) ‡
1st Trivia: BUTA JALAN
2nd Trivia: VERBAL ARE BETTER THAN VISUAL

‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. II) ‡
3rd Trivia: NO ONE EVER CALLED ME "LIA"

4th Trivia: FORGETFUL

‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. III) ‡
5th Trivia: SALTING?!
6th Trivia: SABAR vs NGAMBEK

‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. IV) ‡
7th Trivia: I did have IMAGINARY friend
8th Trivia: I Can't Learn, But I Can Teach?!

‡ Trivia about Me (Pt. V) ‡
9th Trivia: I DON'T LIKE ACCESSORIES
10th Trivia: SAY NO TO THESE FOODS!

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11th Trivia
I LOVE BLACK

Kata orang umumnya cewe itu suka warna pink, or at least, warna cerah.
Sayangnya justru gw adalah pencinta warna gelap.
Bukan, bukan berarti gw suram atau gimana yah,
gw juga suka warna cerah seperti biru atau semacamnya,
tapi kalau ditanya warna apa yang gw suka,
jawabannya adalah HITAM.

Selain itu?
Warna gelap seperti maroon atau abu-abu lah~ :D


12th Trivia
A LISTENER WHO LOVES TO TALK

Menurut tes yang pernah gw lakukan, gw adalah seorang phlegmatis alias tipikal yang suka menjadi pendengar.
Entah memang pengaruh gw aktif di organisasi atau ga sekarang ini, gw merasa gw malah terlalu bawel.

Yap, gw rasanya ga bisa diam dan bawaannya pengen ngomong melulu;
dari hal penting sampai ga penting.
Sedikit merasa bahwa sifat gw yang ini suka berlebihan sih dan butuh direm.

Intinya gw suka mendengarkan tapi juga sering berkomentar;
atau kata bagusnya sih gw suka 'diskusi'. :p

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See ya at next trivia... if one will be there. LOL.




Goodbye May.

Welcome June.

The sixth month of 2011,
means 2011 has passed 5 months.

What have you done in these 5 months of 2011?
Have you fulfilled your goals in 2011?
What about your resolutions in 2011?

Remember,
no one can turn back the hands of time,
so create your best moments while you can. ;)


Life goes on, people.

Pieter Lydian, CEO of DELL Indonesia,
attended General Forum of Topik-Topik Lanjutan for my class yesterday,
and he gave many inspirational quotes for me.

When you have decided what you want, the next things will move really fast.


So, have you decide what do you want?
:)



Enjoy the June. :D